So many questions! But should I??
I have been seeing this guy for almost 2 years. He loves me… I think, but is scared of commitment… once bitten twice shy and all that. But I have questions and sooooo many of them but every time I try and talk he shuts me down, saying he isn’t ready, I’m pushing him away blah blah blah!! To be honest I’m so sick of hearing it! I mean I understand the circumstances are hard but really after 2 years you’re in or you’re out there is no in between.
So why can’t I pluck up the courage to actually tell him this?? My own insecurities have taken over and the once a week we see each other (there is 70miles in between us) is better than being alone… right? Or maybe I’m just scared that he will say “bye bye”! Then I guess if he does that it wasn’t worth it in the first place.
I just don’t understand why if you love someone you can’t say it, it’s 3 words but they seem to be the hardest words in the world.
So do I ask my questions? Risk everything for possibly nothing or do I keep quite and hope that one day he sees what’s right under his nose?